Monday, March 16, 2009

indescribable feeling

I thought I was over it but it has been brought to my ACUTE attention that that is not the case. I hurt. I can't push it back to the back of my mind anymore. It didn't even hurt this badly before. Just little things will bring it back to my attention and it's been one thing after another this week. Months of nothing and then BAM. I just want the pain to numb. I just want to be numb.
I've been abnormally short tempered with people who don't deserve it.
It shouldn't have meant this much! It didn't! I don't understand and I'm soo pissed off!! So angry that it affected me so much that months later, I'm not over it.
So pissed.

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